The cool evening air felt sharp
against my battered skin. The silence of the woods enhanced
my feeling of
loneliness. I could taste the coppery tinge of blood in my mouth as his fists
collided with my body. All I could see of him was his eyes. Those dark eyes
that had once shown his love for me, now took on a more animal like form. I
felt so weak, so alone. The raindrops that had begun to fall felt like gunshots
against my face and arms. I was helpless, too weak to fight back; all I could
do was lie there while he continuously thrust his fists toward my aching body.
Suddenly,
it all stopped. The animal like eyes were scared away by more tender, bright
green eyes. He looked intimidating, yet gentle. I flinched as he reached out to
me, but he still stood there, cautious, as though waiting for my approval. As
he helped me stand up, he wrapped his arms around me like a blanket of warmth
and safety. I looked up into those green eyes and began to cry. The rain
continued to fall, as though the clouds were weeping along with me. My bruised
skin was the only reminder of the horror that had just taken place, the warmth
of his embrace made it all seem like a horrid nightmare. I had to remember that
this was not just a nightmare though. My mind spun in a tsunami of horror and
confusion. In fear of my judgment, my safety, and the man I thought I loved, it
was no longer my body that ached, but my heart instead.

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